escapism

I feel heavy.
Wonder whats wrong.
Not just the feeling fat kind of heavy.
Like something is pulling me down.
我现在快乐可是不知道为什么种觉得少了些东西。。。 应该是少了。。。HOLIDAY! lol.
还有少了。。。Money!
*shrugs*
To want to be promoted just after starting less than 6 months… I’m really impatient. But I’m 24 and want to be some where. *sigh* Even daddy laughs.
I must be patient!